Pretending to be Happy

Everything is mess Maybe you are the one and only Who never know what is happy How to laugh even smile Are you feel useless In the bottom of your sociality Nevermind Yeah.. seriously!! Nevermind Nevermind the one way pretending to be happy Forget about your past Forget about your future Just life for today […]

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Philosophy of Spruce Tree

Holla… 😀 Do you know spruce trees? Maybe sometimes we called it pine or fir tree. For me it have the same thing. It’s a Christmas tree.. yaa… commonly I love Christmas because I can see the beautiful Christmas tree..that’s spruce tree. We can see these trees in every season It exist in summer and […]

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Controlling Uncontrolled

We met in the past Would you remembered how we met and started to talk Can we controlled the past, stopped the time so we didn’t need to know each other No… We can not When you close your eyes and imagine it’s only dream it can hurt you more and more again and again […]

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Save The Best for The Last

My Dearest, I want say this… I’m afraid this will disturb you then you are gone. Please don’t ignore me. I’m just trying to be honest about what I feel, before it’s too late. I’m to much talking and writing. I’m too excited when chating with you but I want to be a good listener […]

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It’s to hard and impossible to handle I can’t breath and feel the wind blowing My heart stop for a while My brain was overthought What should I do? Should I stay here forever, with the mess things I hate this situation Everything I do is feel bad and wrong I’m feeling useless This is […]

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What will you do if everything around you become rude? Day after day people messing your life They just come when their need you They are gone when you live on the bottom place, no money, no things you have You only can say “What should I do?” Be a survival Yes, you have to […]

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