I'm Your Sunshine

Everything in Life

For Someone Who Loved My Curly Hair

Dear Someone there,

Thanks for loving my curly hair. Maybe it’s too late to say thank you. I’m full of gratefulness when God decided us to know each other. I love my curly hair deeper than before when I know someone like you. I believe in fate and everything happen not by coincidence. Everything happen for a reason. And you are the reason make me happier more and more.

Sorry for my mistake and my attitude then make you uncomfortable.

I miss someone who loved my curly hair. This is amazing grace for me because it can make you smile and happy when you looking my hair. I always remember the way you smile and the way you look at me. Although that’s only from far, from video call and picture… I was imagine how you react if we can meet in a real life. You really make me happy and I’m not realizing this before. I’m start falling in love with you minute by minute, day by day….

This is my curly hair make me happy cause it can make you smile and smile and smile… I hope my curly hair always make you falling in love with me day by day.

I really want you always remember about me, about my curly hair, about me and our conversation of course about my curly hair… 😀

I miss the moment when you chat me and can’t be patient waiting my reply. I feel the same wih you. But I guess I’m little unlucky because you are gone. I’m sad but it help me to realize my true feeling for you and about us.

I want to say Thank You.

Again and again… thank you for love my curly hair. Thank you for like me for what I am. Even though you stay away from me day by day… I always grateful know about you.

Yes you are perfect and great person. But I don’t really care about that. I don’t care about your past, about your job, about this and that… for me what are you feeling for me that’s more than important than everything you have.

I don’t know what do you want or what are you looking for before you found me.

Even thought you just want for fun, that doesn’t matter… because my feelings for you is sincere. I’m just hoping you can feel the same.

Really thanks for my curly hair because you like it for the first sight.

Hope the best for you… and I’m sure you always there and never leave me…

And I’m not okay when you are gone and never say hello to me even ignored my message..

“Everything will be okay in the end. If it’s not okay, it’s not the end.”

~John Lennon~

Always Proud of you.

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Langit

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Kalau ada yang tanya apa yang kamu suka dari langit?
Mungkin saya akan menjawab… langit selalu bisa mengungkapkan isi hati saya…
Kalau si penanya jadi bingung dengan jawaban saya, itu amat sangat dapat dimaklumi. Kalau begitu bagaimana kalau kita mulai dengan cerita yang entah berujung atau tidak.
Langit adalah bagian dari semesta yang begitu lekat dengan suasana hati saya..
Saya rasa secara ga sadar kadang orang lain pun merasakan hal yang sama.
Kamu tahu kenapa hari ini langit begitu cerah? Warna nya biru begitu memikat mata saat memandangnya.
Iya, karena hari ini saya jatuh cinta dan langit bagaikan tahu tentang perasaan saya saat ini…
Lalu bagaimana kalau saat itu, disaat yang bersamaan di belahan dunia lain ada orang yang baru saja kehilangan orang yang sangat dia cintai?
Rasanya tidak mungkin bukan dia bisa mengatakan hal yang sama tentang langit biru itu. Mungkin dia akan bilang kalau langit menjadi begitu indah karena disana ada kekasihnya itu sambil dia meneteskan air mata. Atau bisa saja dia bilang kalau itu adalah bentuk kasih sayang Tuhan untuknya yang merasa pedih.
Sudut pandang yang berbeda soal itu. Tapi bagi saya, langit seolah dapat berkomunikasi dengan hati dan nurani saya.
Mungkin saya tidak bisa mengungkapkan atau melampiaskan kekesalan dan amarah saya pada suatu hal yang menimpa saya. Jika saya memikirkan hal itu terus tanpa saya sadari langit seperti bergemuruh dan tak bersahabat. Bahkan ketika saya bersedih,,, langit seolah menangis tersedu bersama dengan saya.
Aduh koq jadi lebay yah… hehe
Entah benar atau tidak, tapi saya berusaha mengontrol suasana hati saya… agar langit tetap pada koridornya (halah,,) 😀
Saya suka langit bukan karena saya suka warna biru langit. Saya suka memandang langit bahkan saat dia berwarna kelabu, hingga hitam pekat.
Karena kemana dan dimana saya , dia yang selalu memayungi saya…
Mungkin dia saksi bisu dari setiap bisikan hati kecil saya, jadi kalau ada yang tersambar petir tiba-tiba atau merasa ditakut-takuti gemuruh langit. Mungkin anda pernah bermasalah dengan saya… hhahaaa… Mungkin langit sedang menunjukkan rasa setia kawan nya pada saya.. 😛
YA itu lah, cerita yang akan semakin melantur dan entah apa intinya…
Mungkin nanti saya bisa bercerita tentang hal yang lebih jelas tentang langit…

“Saat langit begitu cerah tak berarti hidupmu sudah baik, bisa jadi dia indah karena air mata disudut negeri lain. Bila langitmu begitu kelam hampir pekat bukan berarti hidupmu begitu tak berguna. Bisa jadi ada pelangi yang sedang bersembunyi di sana, dan ada insan lain yang terhukum karena gelapnya.”

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I Like Beach; I’m Not Bitch 

​Yes .. I really liked the beach … but that does not mean I’m a bitch … slut … or something like that… hahaa … 😄

What do you like about the beach?

White sand?

Waves?

The water?

Coral reef?

The sky?

Try to imagine how much that can go to your favorite list when standing on the beach.
I love the beach. Very fond of it. When all of it into one I liked. It is the harmony of nature. The wind is blowing as tells about understanding of what we bring to it.

Some people may not like the heat of the sun there, but for me it was so warm corner blazing heart that has long been frozen.
I almost melted made.
Then what is the relationship and the correlation between the beach and the bitch? Aahh actually nothing too important .. just a matter of how we spell it.
But the beach really never seize the slightest happiness.

Right????

Beach … could even bring our grief even though we just write our hearts content in the sand.
But not with the bitch. Need not be disclosed … he grabbed everything … but not take away our hope. Maybe this time it wins … whereas … the beach destroyed by the waves. Slammed into the hot white sand and then dragged her into the deepest ocean … so…

That’s why I love the beach but I am not a bitch and do not like bitch … lol 😃

What about you? 

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