I'm Your Sunshine

Everything in Life

Share your story here…


Share your story here…..

Did you found that’s word when you’ll start to write here..

May I?

I wrote something in my mind… ya everything just run in my mind..
Honestly, I never have a great plan or idea to write something excellent here

My story?

I think here not 100% my story.
Sometimes I’m only imagine about this or that then I write.. yes.. that’s it

How about you?
Do you same with me or you are a good writer?
If you are then you should share with me..
Yea.. because we’re useless if we never help other and share what we have..


I have a lot of idea but can’t write it with a good vibe

I try, yes.. always try to be better than my past.. in write

I’m composing all the scattered puzzles so that they were neatly arranged and became a beautiful picture to be thought of as writing.

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It’s Not Ending, It’s Just Begun

When we are thinking about something important in our life. Have you ever realize that one word whisper to us? It will end. Sooner.
But when we stand at the finished line, then we realize that’s not the end of the race. That’s a new beginning.
Ya… when we finished our responsibility or study or our relationship with our girlfriend or boyfriend.
That’s not the end.
That’s a new beginning, we have to work then, we have another responsibility and.. of course new fate
Our girlfriend or boyfriend can be our future wife or husband
Or they can be our past and we can’t look back
We can’t use the time machine cause that never worth it
Just remember everything in our life are never have an ending
When we think and feel that’s the end, you have to take a breath and tell yourself..
A new beginning is waiting for you in your better future
Maybe not now, but there’s always a new beginning
just be faithful and be grateful
God have the best plan for us.

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Never Too Late

This video make me think that nothing too late and nothing impossible of course with God.

This is the one inspiring speech and you can see on Youtube.

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Save The Best for The Last

My Dearest,

I want say this…
I’m afraid this will disturb you
then you are gone.

Please don’t ignore me.
I’m just trying to be honest about what I feel, before it’s too late.

I’m to much talking and writing.
I’m too excited when chating with you
but I want to be a good listener for you too.

Maybe you will say I’m crazy
and you think I’m not logic
but I don’t like to much drama.

Love is not logical thing.
Love doesn’t need a reason and explain why.

I like you and falling for you
yeah… before we met face to face


Maybe you think it’s not possible thing,
like or love someone who I never met before.
Separated by a long long distance.

Sorry, you’re totally wrong.

I always think and told about you to God
and I said your name
day by day on my pray.

I also pray that I will be prepared and propered to always be by your side.

We have been met.
Yes… in my pray and on my wishlist to God.
Day and night…
so we’re very close in prayer.

I want to be your bestfriend.
No, I want more than bestfriend.
I really want to be your future
and your home…

Like my wish, you’re become my future and my home.

I hope you feel the same
I don’t want force you.

Let’s enjoy the process

and if you don’t feel the same
not even interested at all,
or you decided to be with someone else..

that’s maybe hurt me… but it’s okay.
I can handle it
and I hope you can be my bestfriend.

I just want you to know about my feelings,
and try to be honest with my own feelings.

If you have the same feeling for me….
and start having deeper feelings for me.
Let me know because I’m waiting for that.

Praise The Lord. Thanks to God!

Let’s move step by step
cause you always exist on my pray to God.

Please, Save The Best for The Last.

It’s you, my dear….

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Mind Trick

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Hello world,

When you get some reason to be happy that’s good
But if you can’t found any reason you can deceive yourself
Let’s call it mind trick
When you get some trouble and get stressed talk with yourself,

“it’s amazing”

“something better will come”

“my life is great”

“I’m always happy”

It can make you survived even you don’t have anyone
Even people just come only when they are need your help or your support
When you are stay on the bottom place, they always gone and disappeared

Hey My Dear…

This is reality, don’t dream too much even you have to be good dreamer *like me 😀
Please be kind with yourself, you can handle everything with a good vibe.
Why I said about good vibe? Yes, something inside you can make a good vibe.

Just smile

Maybe they disappeared but they never forget about you.

Think about the better things, keep positive, be genuine, sincere with other even they only want to use you for their own sake.

You must realize that you are a good person. You must respect them although they don’t do the same. Just always be a good person and always spread the love.

This is mind tricking, although the worst happen in to your life you have to do and say with yourself directly about the best things.

Maybe some people said it’s not good because we are deceiving ourselves, but it’s better when we can thinking only the best things in our life.

Everything is going to be alright when we can mind tricking our self with the good and positive.

But, very possible everything going to be worst if don’t do mind tricking like what I said.

Everything depends on situation and opinion.

“Everything happen not forever. We can count the time when something bad or good happen in our life. So, be happy and be positive. Look in to the mirror and smile to yourself.”

With Love,

Special for You

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Maturity is Not About Number, It’s About Perspective

When you put your photo on your Instagram, Facebook, Twitter, and all of your social media account maybe some people said about how is your look…

Ever you hear about this ?

“Is that you on the picture? You look younger than your age! That’s awesome!”


“How can you look younger than your age? That’s a gift for you”

And many other…

Yes… everyone have own standart about maturity. Perspective about how the people is mature or not.

Have you ever met someone looks childish when he/ she was 73 years old?

That’s not imagine. That’s possible thing happen in this world.

You can said someone who can walking alone in the dark is have good maturity. But someone else can said that’s because he/ she just walking around in him/ her neighborhood , that’s not maturity but habit.

The question is how we can be mature and have good maturity in right perspective?

You can be mature when you can smile at your big big problem you had in the past..

You feel mature when someone can touch your soul and you can do the same so you can share your passion.

Let’s say you are mature because you can make someone else growth up and be mature in the right perspective.

It’s difficult thing to explain how can mature if you don’t feel mature enough. Maybe, it’s just oir perseption if we feel not mature enough.

When we can dicided what is good or better for ourlife and we made right decision about some thing. Sometimes it made we feel more mature than we think before.

Mature it’s not about how is your face or look in front of the other.

I guess it’s about your knowledge, attitude, inner beauty, mindset, emphaty, ability and many others.

It’s about stability between body and soul. Harmony between passion and ability.

When you can meet someone made you honest about who you are. Maybe it can made you more mature. Because every change starting from openness and honesty.

Be honest to yourself. It can help you to be mature than before. Just be yourself, love yourself and accept yourself.

You should finding someone who can your trust and trust you to.

Mature it’s about share together not just about take and give.

How do you think?

Are you mature enough or try to be mature than before?

What is mature in your perspective and perseption?

Share it maybe you can help other people who want to be mature.

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There are many things we want to do. For sure there are a lot of thing we want too. In the end of the year, actually on December we have a habit to make some resolution. What we want to do and what we have to do on the next year. Yeah, we called it resolution. So, the question is…

What your resolution for 2018?

Do you have a plan to make a long trip, going merried, study aboard, buy a car, a house, a horse? Hahaha

Yayaya.. i trust all of we have a lot f resolution in our happy life.
First of thing is we have to ask ourself.
Have we make resolution to our better personality?

How about you, your friends, your family, or maybe somone who sit beside or behind you?

How important our resolution?

I guess, not really important as we think.

The most important thing is how we enjoy all of the process in our life.

Every little thing that we reach thats the point about we have reach our resolution.

It’s not about our resolution but it’s all about how you make everything we want to be come true.

That’s the point, the process.

So, let’s be better for the our new life.


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Filosofi Paku dan Pohon Kayu

Suatu masa di hutan yang begitu indah masih asri dan dihiasai warna warni bunga
Kicauan burung dan suara aliran sungai dari kejauhan memberikan ketentraman pada jiwa yang berkelana

Hijau rerumputan seolah dapat menyilaukan mata
Warna warni indah bunga seolah membutakan mata dari keburukan dunia
Wangi bunga melukiskan senyuman bidadari
Hangat sapaan mentari dibalik pepohonan bagai pelukan yang tak tergambarkan
Jernih aliran sungai menampakan keindahan langit dan sekitarnya membawa dalam khayalan bagai negeri dongeng

Seperti apa hutan itu, benarkah hutan atau hanya sebuah taman buatan tangan manusia
Hutan yang seringkali dikunjungi binatang buas tak mungkin seindah untaian kata itu
Hmmmm…. kita lupa
Kita bisa melihat hutan indah itu ketika mata kita terpejam , tenang dan diuntai senyum simpul

Apakah hanya sebatas khayalan?
Karena semua bergantung bagaimana isi hatimu dan apa yang memenuhi otakmu

Ada sesuatu yang menarik perhatianku di tengah hutan itu
Sebatang pohon kayu, sekilas tampak biasa saja, tapi ….
Semakin lama, semakin diperhatikan ada sesuatu yang membuat agak bergidik
Banyak bagian yang berlubang dan mulai menghitam..
Mungkin karena cuaca atau hujan atau hanya umurnya yang sudah terlalu tua…
Ketika mata menyelidik dari atas hingga mencapai tanah, aku melihat beberapa paku berkarat dana ada juga yang masih berkilat tampak baru…
Ah… aku jadi menebak-nebak sendiri
Kenapa di tempat seperti ini tiba- tiba ada bertebaran paku di dekat batang pohon ini?

Aku melewatkan sesuatu…
Itu, ada satu paku yang masih tertancap di batang pohon kayu
Tampak masih baru… hmmm
Menyedihkan pohon kayu ini, tak berdaya dan hanya diam
Apa bisa lubang – lubang bekas paku itu ditutupi dengan jaringan baru?
Rasanya tidak mungkin ya… pohon kayu ini pun tampak sudah mati dan hanya sebatas sebatang kayu yang tua dan usang

Seperti ucapan yang keluar dari mulut kita yang tak pernah bisa kembali

Ucapan adalah bibit yang jika sudah jatuh di hati akan menjadi sesuatu di masa depan